Jegan says!

The quality of mindfulness is something that arises from practice. Further more; perhaps, annoyance arises within this one who acknowledges. Hope "he" know what I mean!! I know you do Amit!

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Money was never a big motivation for me, except as a way to keep score. The real excitement is playing the game

The key!

Give me the keys
and i will open the the doors!
Give me a pen
and i will make sure every word counts.
Give me a sword and i will make use of it!
Give me love,
and i love you back!
As a solid rock is not shaken by a strong gale
So wise persons remain unaffected by praise or censure.

perception!

Hearing one side of the story and jumping into conclusions and then taking actions. Well we all do it and start thinking later if we were right to do it. i was blamed of something like that today. For not doing stuff that i am suppose to, whatever that means. I wasnt given a chance to explain myself. I tried but i respect my elders so i thought its best to just keep quiet. i had to hear a lot of stuff, which ofcourse i dont agree on. But i guess we werent on the same page. As she started telling me stuff, i just listened, as thats the only thing i could do. I gladly did it. I acknowledged her and finally after she was done, she wanted me to talk. I didnt have much to say or rather i didnt want to, since she was so sure that i was wrong.Well i cant and i wont change people's perception, but what i can do is listen to them, and make my own decessions! Afterall we all look at things differently,

Change!

Everyone thinks about changing the world,
but noone thinks about changing themselves!

Experience!

Experience is a hard teacher, she gives the test fist and the test afterawards. We all go through experiences in our life. Some good ones, some bad ones. Some will be in the back of our head for a long time and some we just tend to wipe it off our memory cells. Just because the sun didnt rise for a week, doesnt mean the summer is never going to come. Its very tempting to think like that, but at times it can be deceiving. Experiences are like skid marks on the asphalt, u will be able to see the marks long time after the marks were made. My point is just because we had a bad experience about something in the past, is it really fare to say the outcome will be the same just because it didnt favor us the last time. Maybe it will or maybe it won't. The likelihood would still be fifty fifty depending on what we are talking about.

You will be loved!

There will always be people who will love you in life, people who will despise you, even though for no reason, and then people who will hate you, for no specific reason. Someone once said, the friends and the circle we create around us is what we actually are;reflecting ourselves. I know there will be a lot of people that will love me, A lot more will hate me. But, i have learnt to focus on the people that love. Its just the good feeling when u know that there are people, even u dont talk to them everyday. I am just feeling good right now, although today was by far not the very best day i had, and the kina sitautions i got into.But its like someone telling me " Just know that you're loved all the time." Nothing can beat that!

A dream come true!

It feels like a dream,
a perfect dream!
As short as it was,
The moments were the best i ever had!
Some people belive in dreams,
While others dont!
The dream was short lived,
But cant deny the fact
That it happened!
I look back,
and can't find a single moment where i didn't enjoy!
The time where nothing mattered,
Things made sense,
and everything felt right at place!
Yes i lived a dream!
A perfect dream!

As you wish!

How would u expect me to know you!
When u shut the doors on me,
How would u expect me to see you,
When u turn ur back on me!
How would u expect me to understand you!
When u walk away from me!
but then again,
Do u really want me to know you?
We all look for explanations, dont we!
But then again,
Certain things dont need any explanations, coz certain things are, because thats how it is.
Your company will be greatly missed!
Especially when i will be stuck in traffic! and much more
but then again,
Where wishes are so hard to come by,
this is the least i could do,
As they say, Your wish is my command!

Expectations!

From the time i remember, i have always had expectations. I never gave a thought about how high the expectations should be or what kind of expectations are valid. Thinking about it, having expecation does make u vulnerable to the emotions there-after. I believe not to expect anything is kina like saying " I dont care." well yes i say that sometimes but do we really mean it when we say it. Having expecations and hoping that one day it would come true is one driving force that moves us forward. However, having high expectations may lead to dissapointments, it may also lead to having your dream fulfilled. But then again in this cynical world, well life is so fast these days, that every moment there is change going around and its really hard to keep up with. I try to be positive but then again lot of times my negative thoughts take over and i tend to be harsh on myself.I am a year older now since last year, and i have mixed emotions withing me as i write this. A part of me is proud of myself while the other part of me says u are not where u are suppose to be.

Happy Birthday!

Today was the day when i first opened my eyes! Today was the day when my mother first looked at me and said " You are adorable!" Today was the day when my dad jumped off the couch and said Its my son! As i remember my past today, and hope for the best in coming years. I cherish the moment i have learned from I thank my friends for being there for me! I thank my family for supporting me in every venture. I have come a along way, and i still have a long way to go. I feel proud looking back, but my journey has just begun. As i enjoy every minute today, trying to put together all the good momories. Happy Birthday to me!